So currently pre-occupying my thoughts is a baby the size of a sesame seed in my stomach. Approximately 3mm long yet 99% of my day is spent thinking about it. I guess this is what it’s like to be a mother?
My paranoia about miscarriage isnt going. BUT. Last night I felt nauseous and bloated. This morning I’m feeling nauseous again (it’s more of a sick-y taste in my mouth.. the taste you get as you’re about to be sick). But so far, no sickness. The chance of miscarriage is down to 17% 🙂 yay!
My hunger is ridiculous. I’m counting down to lunch (and have been for the last hour). I may need an early lunch today.
I’m also going to call dr today and see what i need to do in terms of booking in with a midwife. I found an early scan place in Northampton yesterday. They do the scan for £50 – much better than the £100 in MK. But we’ll see. I don’t know if the midwife calls early or not, but if they do I will ask what they suggest, assuming we can’t get it on Jonny’s private medical insurance (I doubt they cover it as it’s not a standard thing).
I still don’t dare open what I bought for baby. It came in the post yesterday and I shoved it in my drawer, still in the packaging. I don’t want to jinx it.