Today is a super sad day. I don’t have any particular reason but I just want to cry.
Perhaps its a combination of a number of things.
I’m paranoid its not our month. The excitement and anticipation has gone, only to be replaced with sadness.
My temps have been doing some weird things – spike then drop to cover line at 7dpo. I just don’t understand what my body is doing.
AF is due next weekend which is when I’ve got a lot of family stuff on. I think it may be a struggle.
I’m getting more frustrated as it goes on. I’ve stopped going on TTC forums – all I see is people trying for their 2nd, 3rd or 4th child complaining that they’re having trouble falling pregnant again (despite only trying for a couple of months). All it does is make me angry so I’m staying away. I don’t need them. I know my next steps.
Today I think I shall cry. I have the house to myself later so I may sit on the sofa and cry with my cat.