5w+2

So. We made it.

But apparently hitting this date is playing on both our minds.

I’m totally paranoid every time I go to the toilet and am desperate to take another test just to prove baby is hanging on. I’m going to hold out until Saturday with a digi. So worried it’s going to say ‘not pregnant’ which is how I found out that we had lost our first baby.

Hubby also woke up super quick this morning asking if I was OK – for some reason it was in his head that I was curled over (and he thought I was in pain and losing baby), when all I was doing was fussing our kitty.

I’ll be glad when we can go to an early scan. I think if I hear a heartbeat I will relax a little more.

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2 thoughts on “5w+2

  1. Congratulations on your journey so far. I imagine you’re a bundle of nerves today, I know I would be. I’ve got everything crossed for you that it all works out this time x

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