Last week went quickly. I had my first proper morning sickness.
Today it all seems to have eased off – apart from a horrendous headache.
I am worried that it’s all falling apart again but trying to stay positive as it seems its a normal thing for symptoms to fluctuate on a day-to-day basis.
Only a few more days until our early scan and I’m starting to pretty much poop myself.
At the moment I can’t believe I’m pregnant. I need to see a heartbeat. At the same time I’m utterly petrified that a/there’s nothing there or b/there’s no heartbeat.
I think I’m going to struggle to believe this until I have a baby in my arms.
Just to add insult to my paranoia, an old school friend has announced her 2nd pregnancy (baby no.1 was born only 9 months ago). She’s had hers AND fallen pregnant again in the time we’ve lost one and waiting to see this one.
I don’t know how people can share just private things on Facebook. I guess they’re lucky to have not had their heartbroken before.