I think I’m going a little crazy.
Last night at book club the other pregnant girl was telling everyone all about her baby (she’s only a week ahead of me) and ever since I have been super anxious about baby.
I’m not sure why. what does it matter to me if she’s heard her baby’s heartbeat?! There’s not limited pregnant women spaces at book club.
I think it was just unfortunate timing. It’s been a few weeks since my scan and once again I’m slipping into the crazy/paranoid stage where I am convinced something will go wrong.
I neeeeed to hear the heartbeat but I don’t have a doppler and my midwife isn’t getting back to me.
The next 6 days will be interesting with this anxiety.