So the title of this post says it all.
I am overwhelmed.
It’s a daily struggle with Theodore to stop his crying and generally tend to his needs.
And now my beloved cat has been in hospital for a urethral plug and is on various medication to help with the healing.
And I’m the one dealing with it all. I honestly don’t know how I am going to do all of this by myself. Hubby is at work and when he comes home doesn’t want to help. Unless I ask him. Which defeats the object of helping.
My parents are currently on holiday so I can’t even ask them to help with Theodore.
I have an incredible sense of guilt with Bruce. Apparently urethral plugs are often caused by stress. Which means his home environment is causing him to be ill. Which then means Theodore is potentially the cause.
I already feel pulled in every direction and am running on empty at the best of times. Now I need to find more time for Bruce to make sure he is ok.
I just want to go to bed and cry. But I can’t as Theodore needs looking after and dinner needs to be cooked. Then I need to tidy up after.
I really need a break.