Cold Feet

*contains spoilers*

Watching the new episode of Cold Feet damn near broke my heart.

Since having Arthur it’s the first thing I’ve watched dealing with abortion.

When I found out I was pregnant with him, I was certain I couldnt go through with it.  Theodore had just turned 6 months old and I had only just come to terms with motherhood the first time around.

I told my husband I couldn’t do it.  But he begged me not to have an abortion.  I also know he would never have forgiven me if I had an abortion.

Arthur is 15 weeks old and I am struggling.  Motherhood is hard.  Having 2 under 2 is really hard.  I am burnt out.  My marriage is crumbling.

I can’t help but wonder if I should have followed my gut instincts.  But then I look at Arthur’s face and know he’s meant for me.

It all happens for a reason but man, it is hard.

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Cold Feet

*contains spoilers*

Watching the new episode of Cold Feet damn near broke my heart.

Since having Arthur it’s the first thing I’ve watched dealing with abortion.

When I found out I was pregnant with him, I was certain I couldnt go through with it.  Theodore had just turned 6 months old and I had only just come to terms with motherhood the first time around.

I told my husband I couldn’t do it.  But he begged me not to have an abortion.  I also know he would never have forgiven me if I had an abortion.

Arthur is 15 weeks old and I am struggling.  Motherhood is hard.  Having 2 under 2 is really hard.  I am burnt out.  My marriage is crumbling.

I can’t help but wonder if I should have followed my gut instincts.  But then I look at Arthur’s face and know he’s meant for me.

It all happens for a reason but man, it is hard.