Watching the new episode of Cold Feet damn near broke my heart.
Since having Arthur it’s the first thing I’ve watched dealing with abortion.
When I found out I was pregnant with him, I was certain I couldnt go through with it. Theodore had just turned 6 months old and I had only just come to terms with motherhood the first time around.
I told my husband I couldn’t do it. But he begged me not to have an abortion. I also know he would never have forgiven me if I had an abortion.
Arthur is 15 weeks old and I am struggling. Motherhood is hard. Having 2 under 2 is really hard. I am burnt out. My marriage is crumbling.
I can’t help but wonder if I should have followed my gut instincts. But then I look at Arthur’s face and know he’s meant for me.
It all happens for a reason but man, it is hard.